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Author: Carlo@hoGc // Category:Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father
again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream
ok guys i noe i said hiatus..
i noe 1 day is not called a hiatus..
but i've been forced to blog becoz of the prev post about "it's not about you, it's me"
SERIOUSLY IT WAS JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT..
dun think too much.. LOL..
ok since i'm here now.. i might as well just continue..
recently been thinking a lot..
so many ppl miss jun boon.. lol.. they go to me then say.. eh i long time nvr see jun boon sia kinda miss him..
so zai..
me and Carolyn were having a long talk last night.. then one thing she said to me tt made me really think.. she said if i had a gf and smth goes wrong in the middle..
quoted: "u'll still have jun boon.. nt to say he's ur gay mate but best fren is there"
then tt time jun boon went online then i said i didn't want to disturb him coz he sure busy.. then she say..
quoted: "wah u really care for him hor"
it really got me thinking.. i mean.. now he's my best fren.. then i'm thinking wad if suddenly in the middle smth happens? lol.. maybe a "it's not about you, it's me" kinda situation.. how?
but i think i shouldn't think of such things.. shouldn't think too much.. dun wnt to curse it..
LOL..
anwz enuf abt tt..
if God wills it then let it be..
i was reading this magazine they were giving out tt time.. then i read the part where they interview Corrinne May.. i think she's really a great testimony for God.. He's really using her man.. one thing she said really touched me..
"Knowing that all that i have and all that i am is a gift from God."
it's so true.. some ppl ask why i do wad i do.. i think the most honest answer to tt is i just want t give back to God wad He gave me.. to honor and glorify His name.. tt's y i strive for the best.. so tt i dun give Him smth tt's of bad quality.. just imagine u hve a VIP guest at home.. will u serve him left-overs or a great appetizing meal? just think lor..
ok i think i shall go back to my marketing..
btw.. i've been listening to some really old songs.. endless love and this oth super nice song entitled Dance with my father by Luther Vandross.. i think the song is super touching.. it' the song tt's playing in my blog now..
just listen to the lyrics.. really touching.. and meaningful.. makes u look at everything agn and see more things..
ok back to marketing..
CYA!!
