The Journey Of A Vision

going to be having a kinda long hiatus.. becoz of projects..

i shall blog if i'm really really really free..

which i doubt so..

so this is going to be the last post b4 the impending hiatus..

i'm going to be asking my aunt to buy me an iPhone in the states and bring it here once she comes at the end of July.. woohoo.. which means that by the end of july i will hopefully have an iPhone and my lousy N95 for a phone will be gone! woohoo.. exciting..

anwz this week is a lot btr than last week.. after last week i did a major rescheduling of my schedules and plans.. i added nap time as an LI/LU.. which will happen from 830 to 1130 every tuesday and thursday.. so ppl.. plz dun contact me at tt time..  then i'll be studying everyday from 12am-3am.. i'll be doing my tutorials for the week on Saturday right after church and Sunday before church and after church.. 

i think last week was kind of a wake up call for me to be more focused.. so yeah.. now my schedule is more study focus.. yeah man.. my vision is for a GPA of 3.9!! possible? of course! with God all things are possible!

come to think of it.. God is really gd.. He planned that week to happen so that i can refocus myself and work towards tt vision.. woohoo! God is awesome..

smth really funny that Carolyn told me just now.. she said tt i veh irritating coz smetimes i'll fall asleep in lectures and smetimes tutorials(rarely except for econs) but then i still cn do well.. 

lol..

didn't do tt well mah.. almost failed marketing.. gt kinda low for econs.. nt tt well la.. nt up to my standards.. my standard is at least a B

which btw

is wad i got for Access!! LOL.. wth.. i got a B+.. in the subject that i did not even bother to study.. in the module that i did not even bother to open the book to study.. in the module that i alwz go out of the classroom to meet jun boon at 5pm and only returning back to the classroom at 555pm to take my bag and leave.. zai right?

but a guy in class really pisses me off.. he's seriously damn slack.. yet he did btr than me in marketing and better than keith in access.. wth la.. is some1 tapping the card for him? i noe i'm sounding veh bad.. but i hope he repeats the semester.. can not take it.. he's a free rider all the way and he dusn even care whether he fails or not.. wth la..

ok i shall stop talking bout him liao..

getting closer to the guys in the class.. but.. it's nt me.. i dun feel like joining them becoz whenever i'm arnd them it's nt me.. i become closed up.. becoz i cn't connect wif them.. i'm trying to.. but can not.. haiz.. it'll take time to get used to..

Macroeconomics project and Marketing project and Effective Writing Skills project.. so many things to do and time is running so fast.. wth.. 

projects r ok la.. but why i'm starting to hate it is becoz like this week.. i didn't get to meet or talk to jun boon coz both of us r busy wif his own grp and projects.. argh.. the only person in sch tt i really share everything with and i cn't now becoz of the projects.. hope it gets btr soon.. just like wad Carolyn said ytd: "i miss jun boon as a friend" 

a lot of ppl hve been telling me tt.. they say they miss jun boon coz they've nvr seen him for quite a long time.. can feel for them.. 1 week i nvr meet him alr is bad enuf wad more 2 weeks and 3 weeks and 4 weeks and maybe even more.. hahahas.. mark of a great fren? maybe..

but seriously i hope after sem exm cn really enjoy the holidays wif him and friends.. me and him actually planning to go genting wif frens to just hangout and have fun.. so how any1 wanna join? i'm sure u want to.. lol.. it'll be arnd september after the sem exams.. i'm sure it's going to be super super fun.. i'm looking forward to it..

as a leaving note.. let me give you smth to ponder abt..

if you dun wnt to hurt ur partner anymore in the future because you know urself.. will u break wif him/her saying tt "it's not you.. it's me".. will you confess tt it's not because of him/her tt u want to break up? but becoz of you? is it right or wrong? right becoz u save him/her from further hurt tt u might bring to him/her in the future.. wrong becoz you are making assumptions that might be wrong in the end.. wrong because you leave him/her with no option and no way out? i mean if it's "you", you can change but if it's "me".. you can't change anything..

how? tag your views.. 

btw..

 it's just a thought..

ok cya!